These memories can't erase my mistakes where did I go wrong
06.14.03 at 11:42 am

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Not in much of a "people person" mood.

Thanks dad. You always seem to fuck up my moods.

If I have to hear "if you can't get a ride home, you can page me but you'll have to wait" one more time, I might shoot myself. I don't need to be repeated to like a moron. I heard you the first time!!

I just want to take something and bash it into people's faces. That would be a pretty spectacular time.

So I could call about getting my hair cut tomorrow morning. But I hate calling places. I think I might though because my hair is too long.

oww! jesustapdancingchrist, my back hurts. owwwww!! Very unappreciated.

I hate Bob Vila and how things are on the "gable end" of all these houses he works on. What is a gable end? I think he says it so that people think he's important.

I hate it when people walk behind and look out the doors. It creeps me out so bad. ahh!

rrr. I called Malcom's and Jamie's not working tomorrow. hmm. I shoud call back and make an appointment with someone else, but I don't even know who else works there. haha. err. Maybe I'll have mom do it so the voices aren't so similar and the person's not like "uhh, didn't you just call 5 minutes ago?". I think that will be the plan. Because I do desperately need my hair cut. It's so long and stringy and just annoying.

I should go get changed, because I'm leaving soon. As in about 45 minutes I think. hmm. Too bad I'm too lazy and I need my mom to come downstairs and call Malcom's for me!!!!! ahhhh!

I'm leaving this bitch fool.

seeyas.

--jana.x



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